Greetings Earthlings. i am reviving my writing for therapy puposes so if anyone hits "next Blog" and reads this fine. if not, also o.k. it's Halloween, 2011, 19 years to the DAY i met my wife. she puts up with so much shit from me. i don't know how she does it. i am trying to get back to the world of the living after losing my way in a dark forest for a long time. Depression sucks. unless you have it you can't imagine how shitty life can look. then you come out of it and are like WTF? why did i just waste a year crying in my Cheerios???? SHit. anyWAY. i have been seeing
so much insanely good art and design lately. i am a struggling artist. it inspires me and also is like.. fuck. why even lift my stupid depressed arm and try to scrawl some weak shit after seeing that stuff??? i jsut want to show THIER work to people!!! Fluck! but hopefully jsut like with this if i am passionate and wORK at it, it will get better. my wife teaches little kids, and these Russian kids can't do Halloween stuff. They told her- That's the Devils' Birthday! that's what we believe. shit, and here i didn't get him a cake or nothin..... (pic is necklace i made a lifetime ago..)
