hurray for me??

hand tremors and balance issues.. i am.freaking out right about.. now. i was thinking earlier about how our culture worships materialsim and celebrity, and if someone finds " Spirituality", they are seen as a cultish kook. Do we understand the difference between quality and "high end" name brands.?? we PAY to ADVERTISE for all these asswipe companies who have Chinese sweat shop workers churn out trinkets we salivate for like Pavlov's dogs. ooh, look! she's wearing gucci sneakers. are they real? probably not you say. she a poo pot hoe any  how. god. so much wonder in life and in this world and we stare at screens all day. those screen FLASH so quick it cannot be seen by the naked eye. the news is all fear t.v., politics is a JOKE. a fucking JOKE.